Testing Day

Today, I get all kinds of testing done at PMH! I'm praying that all the tests come back confirming that I'm only at the early stages.  I just came back out from a CT scan and now waiting for my next appointment:MRI.  Since I'm down here all by myself and it's a long day here, I've packed up my survival kit to kill time and keep my sanity level intact!! I have my laptop, 2 large bottles of water, antioxidant hot green tea, cellphone, 2 magazines, my Sophie Kinsella book, and a container full of blackberries! Going to stay strong! :)

Although I didn't sleep well last night because Jake keeps waking up and I was anxious for today, all the kinds words of support from friends who read my blog helped me try to stay focus.  It's true that people say don't sweat the small stuff.  I'm pretty numb these days to sweat any small stuff. If it is not life and death, why sweat?!  You too, if you're not facing life and death, don't sweat whatever problems you're dealing with! It's not worth it and honestly, what's the big deal!

Thank you for your positive energy and support! I know many of you want to offer a hand with anything. Right now, I don't know what help I need other than asking you to keep cheering, praying, and sending those words of encouragement! :)

Tonight, I plan on sharing this sad news with my parents. I can no longer hide from them... it's been 2 weeks now and my parents keep asking me if I got the biopsy results from my nose.  Since I am a parent too, I understand that they are worried and wants to know.  Hopefully, after a long day here at the hospital, I'll have the energy to share this news with them over the phone.