Treatment Day 2

2 Radiation Therapies down, 33 more to go!  Many of you must wonder how I feel today, I am trying to hang in there.  I feel tired, a little nauseated, stuffed right nose, and headache.  Maybe because I'm tired, I start to lose my appetite.  As much as I don't want to eat, I'm trying to eat something every 1-2 hours.  You would think sleeping in a different room I will be able to sleep like a beauty but it wasn't easy.  My nose was stuffed and got a headache on and off.  Sometime in the middle of the night, I hear Jake crying and saying "mommy... mommy...etc..".  I stayed in my room and didn't go out to see him.  My mom went in and put him back to sleep.

Tonight, I am going to bed in 30 min.  Hopefully, I'll be able to sleep better. Going to drink those nasty chinese herbs and hopefully it can help me sleep.  If I am getting headache again, I'm gonna pop a tylenol around midnight.  Got a big day tomorrow!  Will start chemo and continue radiation therapy. It will be my first time leaving Phil and Jake, not returning home, for 3 days. These 3 days are not vacation unfortunately... but I will try to make the best out of it.  To keep me busy and distracted when I am not tired, I am going to bring my macbook air so that I can surf the net, maybe write a blog, and watch my chinese drama shows online.  Hopefully the next few days is going to fly by so that I can say TGIF soon!!!

A great quote that I received today from my best friend:  "Cancer may have started this fight, but I will finish it!" ~ I will be a SURVIVOR coming out of this!

I'm gonna end this blog by sharing a song that my family friend has sent me recently:

"Blessing" by Laura Story

 Many of you know how much love I have for singing... unfortunately, my voice will slowly loose it from the radiation treatments. Since I can't sing this for a while, perhaps you can sing on my behalf. :)